so sian ar..
wanna start studyin all over again...
dunno tonite gonna wat time slp again..
haiz...
like cant finish studyin poa like tt lorr..lol
siao liao la...now see numbers i tink i going bonkers lorr..
numbers are like dancing in my head and in my eyes ar..lol
hahaha...lol
haiz...dun feel tt well..keep on feel nausea...
sian...
wah...it's been lyk so long since i blog le lo..lolaiya..cuz recenty quite busy ma...since tt day arrange go sentosa until now haven gt the mood to blog liao..alot of things happening all at once sia..i'm lyk damn stress now ar..mMmm...tink start from tt day plan go sentosa ba..a..it's on the 9 aug.. national day nia..hahaactually arrange hao go wif some of the class guyz but none of them turn up ar..except miee..yilin..kiat and rachel turn up onli..den end up 4 person dunno wanna do wat so we shop at harbourfront like for 2 hour plus ar..lolden i bought two panties..hahaone is erm..green de..wif a pig face in front and a pig tail at the backlol..hahaden the other one is black and red..lolmMm..chel oso bought 2.. den yilin and kiat bought one each..haha..kiat de got the words i am horny on it ar.. lolhahaha..mMm..so end up is whole day nv go sentosa at all ar..lolcrazy ppl lorr..lol
Friday, August 18, 2006
Wednesday, August 16, 2006
sian...wat exactly do i wan in my life???everyone seems to know wat dey wan in their life...wat dey wanna find and fulfill...but i dun seems to know...so confusing huh...but that's life...wat can i sae...but live it to fate to decide my destiny le ba...but it's not my style with life...i like to make my own decision...but there are times wen i can's decide and i'm really confuse for a long long time...sighing everyday...but no one noes..hahaha..how ironic life is ar...lol...i oso dunno anymore...i used to tink...that litle twist in life is owayz meant as a surprise for us...a nice little surprise..hahaha...but it doesn't seems to be the case now.. haiz...
Sunday, August 13, 2006
sian...headache...migraine...gastric...nausea...everything is coming at once...hitting me like plague...
Thursday, August 10, 2006
piorities are set...
piorities are given...
now is u wanna act anot...
dun sae it's not given...
dun sae is i sae equal...
so wat if it's equal...
if there's an opportunity
why not grab it...
it's up to you to tink now ba..
you wanna tink in such one sided mind track...
i oso cant do anything..
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
To: starz...
tink...my heart and my feelings haf finally calm down le ba...i dun wanna hurt anyone...becuz both of u are so dear to me...i hope...u will haf the same ways of thinking as me ba...let the memories be something that is forever sweet in my heart...if i reali realise that i love u somedays...i will never leave u again...i nv request u to wait for me...becuz i noe is not fair to u...so...i'm letting u go...i reali hope u can find a better ger...a better relationship...if it's meant to be, it's meant to be...let fate decides for both of us ba...take care for now...hope u will not be upset and cry...if not i will nv forgive myself...take things in ur stride...let nature takes its own course...
Monday, August 07, 2006
DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!
i dun wanna haf anything to do wif ur!!
i juz cant stand it anymore le!!
Sunday, August 06, 2006
I HAVE MY OWN THINKING!!! DUN DECIDE FOR ME!! I'M OLD ENUF TO NOE WAT's RITE AND WRONG!!!
decidded...made up my decisions...can't waste my life away like now...i dunno ur decisions...but i reali wanna noe...but if u dun tink there's a need for me to noe...den is alright...
Thursday, August 03, 2006
7.31 pm
i reali miss him...
but i can onli buried in my heart...
becuz he's gone forever...
today at westmall...
i saw a guy..
he reali resembles him alot...
resembles de old him...
everything is the same...
i cried...
when i realize...
it's not him...
i realize too...
he's gone forever...
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
hello
Simple 19 going 20 =)
find simplicity out of everything
whats up
Long Term Loves - SLEEPING(1st on the list) - MahJONG-ing - PhotograpHY - BAKING(DEFINITELY=D)
Short Term Loves - Studying - Working [who wants all this right? haha]
i want/i need
i want life to be simple [stupid wish]
i want money to fall from the sky [childish thinking]
i want all the luxuries without working [wishful thinking]